20020116 - 2 years later, same post, different person.

what does it say about who i am when the first time i cry in like ages, i want to see someone who doesn't even talk to me anymore? i think it's time for some re-evaluation... or therapy. either or.

i have been up since 4:30 am (don't ask...) and it's 7:45 pm and i'm still at work. ahhhhhhhhhh! i can't wait until tomorrow is over and i don't have to worry about work until may. "welcome to the real world" she said to me, condescendingly. "take a seat, take your life... plot it out in black and white." my sentiments exactly, john.