Friday, June 27, 2003

now if only i had something to post... hrmm
ohhhhh there you go! nice!
blogger has been hungry lately, eating up my posts like it's their last meal!

Tuesday, June 17, 2003

why don't you work anymore?

Monday, June 9, 2003

i hate you blogger! blog my shit!

Saturday, June 7, 2003

i'm scared to post. it's going to erase my blogs i think!

Tuesday, June 3, 2003

i really wish i did have something to blog about. i will just type like i do, because i dont even IM anymore really, and i miss the sound and feeling of typing what i think is lightning fast. i think all i have to say now is that i am in big trouble when i graduate from college. i won't say why, but i am in big trouble. fortunately, i have bumped it back six months, so i have a little extra time.
i have IMed some people and they never returned my messages... what is the proper IM ettiquette? to me, even though it's informal and stuff, i consider it like a phone call. (considering the people [people = 2] i'm talking about, i dont even have their telephone numbers...) ah whatever, who am i kidding.
bevin bought us work-out journals and we're gonna keep track of what we do at the gym and iii'm gonna make a little graph of my progress and stuff. and no, i'm not kidding either. i don't think i have enough balls to bring the work-out journal with me while i'm actually working out, but nonetheless i will use it.
see, this is why i'm not writing blogs lately... what the fuck am i talking about?
i'm in more of a journal-writing mood than a blog-writing mood... i have the urge to reconnect with some old friends after rob told me he hung out with someone he hadn't seen in three years. that got me to thinking about my different friends that i stopped being friends with for whatever reason... i dont know, i just get the feeling that it's not a mutual wanting to see each other, so i just let it go. like one of my friends from high school, i emailed her a question about her college for my sister, and she emailed it back very formally and i just got the vibe that she didn't want to reconnect or something. i think i get to be a stale friend after a point. yeah, need to work on that.
you know that show extreme makeover? they like take some self-described plain-looking person and give them breast implants, face lifts, capped teeth, and a nosejob. i want to go on extreme makeover, but instead of a tummy tuck or a nose job, i want a personality makeover. they should figure out a way to do that. yeah.
i have homework due tomorrow. i better get started on that. it's sad this is the way i have to end my blog... something needs to happen soon or i don't know what i'm going to do.
the sight of the red carnation on my dashboard almost made me shed a tear, literally. later on in the coffeeshop, i really did shed a couple tears, but for a different reason. i just realized that... the impending tear on the same day i actually teared up. hmm. feigning a cryptic message, although still telling the truth. story of my life.